He Let the Flowers Die
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Ongoing7m
Last published Thu, Aug 2, 2018
poetry about a boy i thought i loved and the funny thing is i still don't know how i feel about him
ps- i don't really know how things are going to turn out with this guy, but as of right now this book is completed.
a/n: i was right. things are not over with you. they never were
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