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such a shit story, i was young. not going to be finished.

somewhat based on my life so please don't be mean🥺🤡

i hope that i'm the reason that u can't sleep
i hope that ur whole life sucks without me
the truth
is i've been out for days thinking about u
(｡-_-｡)
in which phil's fighting with his step dad and dan's fighting with his brainAll Rights Reserved

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