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I am not the "norm"

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"I just want to fucking kill myself... so just... let me."

Gage is 15 years old but he acts like he is 12. He is fun to be around and always lightens the mode up. No one would have thought he was planning to kill himself. 

Leo is 16 years old and is the only openly gay kid in his school. He is always happy and never considered suicide as an answer. He alway was happy. Until Gage tries to kill himself. Then his world comes tumbling down. 

"Life is like a Farris wheel. One day your on top of the world and the next your at rock bottom."   -Love, SimonAll Rights Reserved

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