One Way To Lose It All
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MatureOngoing6m
Last published Mon, Apr 19, 2021
Senpai makes me feel alive and happy. He is almost like a living antidepressant. I am always bullied always abandoned but is murder the best option? Maybe it is. For Senpai...
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