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Suffocation (bxb)

solanightingale

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Reads 3,719
Votes 181
Parts 19
Time 4h 44m

solanightingale

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Joseph Edward's doesn't breathe... due to situations in his life he's forced to suffocate. He has nothing left, anything you could possibly think of has already been taken from him. Things get worse when an old flame decides to come back to town and continue what they started, a flame that reminds him why he's so corrupted today. But something happens, the tides are changing, his world doesn't seem as dark anymore. What is Joseph going to do when fate decides to introduce him to a boy that will give him a reason to breathe again? 

WARNING THIS STORY CONTAINS 
Sexual abuse 
Suicidal thoughts
Mature themesAll Rights Reserved

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