Maybe Forgiven

Mason and I have been friends since the 2nd grade. He lived two houses down from me, which caused us to hang out a lot. We would usually go to his house after school, then once we finish our homework we would go to my house for dinner.I remember all of the good memories we had together.
We were only in the 4th grade when we were at his house playing with his toys one day. He told me he would be right back that he had to use the bathroom. But when I turned around to get a snack from the kitchen he was right behind me and he put his hand on my cheek and pulled me in and kissed me. I was really shocked at this action but also happy. But we were only little so I doubt he remembers. I doubt he remembers half the things we used to do together. And I doubt he even remembers who I am. Mason and I used to be best friends but when we got to the 9th grade that changed. That summer Mason went through puberty. So when we went back to school on the first day of 9th grade everything was different.
Mason became way cuter. Got new friends, and left me behind. We didn't talk as much as we used to, he just used to say "hey" to me at the bus stop, which I despised him for doing. But after that he didn't say anything to me. How could he just be best friends with me one day and leave me the next. He didn't even say sorry for leaving me like that. I dont know if I will ever be able to forgive him. Mason knows things about me not many people know, only him and my mom. But some things he only knew, and with the fact that he has new friends make a scared hes going to tell everyone my secrets from when we were younger. But like I said I doubt he remembers.
The only person that I am really close with is my mom.I don't know my father that well because my father is in rehab for alcohol addiction.