I Lost My 'Life'
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  • Reads 100
  • Votes 6
  • Parts 4
Ongoing, First published Mar 29, 2018
I first laid my eyes on you when you're laying on a bed,hospital bed to be exact. I felt a strange emotion inside my dead gorgeous body and I don't why. Even the dictionary was ashamed since there's no word to describe what I felt for you. Happy?Sad?Disappointment? Ashamed?Mad? God, I really don't know.if I'm going to name that feeling,It's name is Unknown. But there's one thing that I'm sure of, I like the strange emotion that I feel towards you.Don't know why but happiness grow in my system. Days had passed and your Innocent Pale face always visit my mind. Your image inside my mind is like a Bystander.Until One day,you transferred to our school. You're always making fun of me. I really hate you for that. You always follow me. I'm irritated whenever you are around. You only do is to smile and laugh. Argh! I really hate you!But I don't know that hate converts into love. Really?How can I fall in love withyou?And how can I fall in love if I already have the person I love the most?
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