Living with 6 siblings

Living with 6 siblings is rough, specially with an 8 year age gap. Before you can talk, your able to fight. Whether that's a good thing or not.

My dad is always travelling in other countries leaving me and my siblings alone, to defend for ourselves. I wish he was around more but he like the rest of us is struggling to move on from the past.

Most of the time we argue a lot and being the youngest in all this mess doesn't help. No one listens to you, they think your annoying all the time, no one reads a bedtime story to you.

I live in a big family but I don't feel close to anyone, sure we have good moments.

But one secret is holding me back from ever feeling closer to them.