Time is cruel
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Ongoing17m
Last published Fri, Mar 30, 2018
You know, people always tend to say that time heals, time let's you forget. Well, I don't know what they experienced but in my case time just made everything worse. Everytime I tried to overcome my past and move on, time made it impossible.
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A girl that once had everything, but lost it all; her social side, her passion for dance, her happiness, and the worst of it, the only person in the world she is able to love. She had never even thought that talking about her pain and regrets would be helpful in any kind, but right now it might be the last chance. She feels the need to show the world how much she loved her girl. She wants to apologize since it was her fault that this girl can't bless the world anymore. And for that she hates herself way too much.
*girlxgirl*
*suicidal thoughts*
*bad English* (it's not my mothertongue)
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