diary of the soul
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This story(diary) takes you through the struggles and pain that Ms. Alexa(Alex-a) Rose has to go through. She will say things that happen throughout her everyday, things like how she doesn't think her friends care to much about her. How she can't figure out who she is, who she really wants to be. And lastly, her sexuality, she has no idea who she'd rather like, guys, girls, or both, its a mystery. There are so many things in life that just don't seem right to her...
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