Darkness Surrounds Her
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Everyone seems to be happy without me. Im afraid of the darkness, Im afraid of my own soul. I'm so exhausted. I feel like I'm repeating the same day over and over, the same routine, same feelings, same meaningless drama. I'm so sick of it, I just want to feel happy and alive but I'm constantly drained and everything feels so pointless. I just feel dead.
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