FALLING IN LOVE WITH MR. DELIVERY MAN

About six months after my son was born, were sitting in a blanket at the park with my best friend and her daughter. Its a beautiful morning of a summer time, others kids are playing tugs while other mothers are munching crisps, some fathers are playing balls with their kids.My friend knows that I had conceived my baby with a donor sperm because I didn't met Mr. RIGHT yet . She has just happily married to her husband two years ago has two kids.

"ah, it was a dream come true," I said. She nodded in agreement but after a minute we burst in a laughter. Were both know thats its not my real dream. I should be fall in love, shower with roses and chocolates get married have a kids and happy life. BUT for me as an orphan kids, has so many traumatic experience that causes of trust issues. I hatOe my fathers whose never love or care about9 my well being he's an abusive

I love being alone even when I'm in high school, eventually I'm bullied but I'm so lucky that I got my friend. I finished two years course in IT or Information Tech. I got a job as call center agent. I'm happy with my baby but I got one missing piece. A husband who could accept my baby.

Who could ever love someone like me? An Abuse by my own father, orphanage kid bullied by everyone and have a baby!?