Painted Memories-Hendall
Beyourself91
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Beyourself91
Ongoing, First published Mar 31, 2018
fanfictionharrystylesliampaynelouistomlinsonlovementalhealthniallhoranonedirectionromancezaynmalik
Takes place after all of the PLMI Stories. Please read those first! PS-NOT A KENDALL JENNER FANFIC. The character Kendall is of my creation and isn't in anyway based on Kendall Jenner. 


I let him kiss me this time, wanting him to make me feel better. I wanted him to repair me. I wanted him to help me become better. I wanted him to take my pain and trauma away. 
"You're so perfect," he says between kisses, making me want to scream at how well he treated me. I pulled away slightly to look into his eyes, observing his facial structure and slowly running my hands over his cheek bones.
"I know I can't remember you, or how you loved me. But...I believe you," I said quietly, tears stinging my eyes.  His eyes widened and soon tears pricked his eyes again, a huge smile forming on his lips.
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Stumbling (H.S. / A.U.)

90 parts Complete Mature

Started: April 2023, Completed: April 2024 Riley looked forward to college solely for the chance to start fresh. Healing and growing was Riley's only goal, until she met someone new. Styles instantly caught her attention, but that wasn't the only problem that slowly took over Riley's new life. *** PREVIEW: "Maybe you should have given Niall a real kiss. You seem pretty boring to be honest." I wasn't going to give in and show a reaction to him calling me boring. Fuck him. "Yeah. Maybe I should have. He is pretty hot after all." The moment my sentence ends his hand bolts up to my face and wraps around the lower part of my chin, wrapping around my face to pull it upwards. I was forced to look him in the eyes now. "Stop trying. I do not get jealous darling. Don't pretend like you belong here. Remember what I said." Harry says to me in a vicious tone. Before I can flip through the memories of the night to know what he means, he leans into me again. His face only millimeters apart from mine. "You're a nobody." He smirks and drops his hand to walk away. Leaving me extremely alone in the mess of all the bodies in the kitchen. *** This book is a mature read that may contain vulgar language, assaults/abuse, sexual content, descriptive violence, drug abuse, and explicit content.

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