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[ON HOLD] Negative - phan
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Ongoing, First published Mar 31, 2018
There is a world where your long-term mental state is shown above your head, represented by either a plus- meaning happy, or a minus- meaning depressed. People with a plus are known as Positives and people with a minus are known as Negatives. No one knows how they got there, when they got there, or why they're there in the first place. It's just the way it works.

Dan Howell is the biggest Positive in school, constantly happy with amazing grades and kind friends and a supportive family. Phil Lester is the biggest Negative in school, suffering from severe depression and anxiety which constantly gets in the way of his school work, no friends and a shit home life, meaning he gets bullied everyday. Dan is determined to fix that, even if it means sacrificing himself for Phil.

You thought you knew the story behind Dan's depression and Phil's constantly happy mood? Think again. Here's the true story.

Trigger warning- Depression, suicidal thoughts, suicide attempts and self harm
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(tw: s*lf-h*rm, mentions of s*lf-h*rm, d*pr*ss*d scenes. May be triggering for some. Read at your own limit, please!) Phil Lester, a boy who's falling into depression slowly. And soon, his depression may end up falling to deep. He gets hateful and rude comments on his videos that he posts to YouTube. He even gets hate on Twitter, Facebook, and Tumblr. What did he ever do to them? What did he do to deserve any of this?? His flatmate Dan doesn't know about Phil's depression, however. All he knows (thinks, rather) is that his best friend is staying strong through all of the hateful things he gets from people. But in reality, that's not what Phil is doing at all. He's not staying strong through the hate. He's just faking the smile for Dan so he wouldn't get so worried about him. Sure, Dan might be able to crack some real smiles out of him once in a while, but not every time. He also wears long sleeves and thick bracelets to hide the scars of his pain. He acts like his normal quirky, adorable, funny, weird self when making YouTube videos, when around his friends and family, when having a meet-up with fans (or just being around them in general), when out in public, etc. Phil hadn't told anyone at all about his depression. And he probably wouldn't anytime soon, either. His fans didn't know, his friends didn't know, his family didn't know, Dan didn't know... nobody knew. But one day, would people push him over his limit? Would Dan be able to save him in time? © 2016 by bluetroyee. ALL RIGHTS RESERVED.
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After Dan Howell dies at the tragically young age of 26, he is greeted by death with a book. A book of every lie that anyone had ever told him. This seems like harmless fun but as he nears the end, he realized everything isn't as it seemed in life with his best friend, Phil Lester. Ship: Phan, Kickthesticks Genre: fluff/angst (no smut) Trigger Warnings: male X male, major character death, suicide, self harm, existencial questions, depression, abuse, torture situations, substance abuse and panic attacks. (i want all of you to be safe and happy whilst reading this so if you are triggered by any of these please don't read)