When she was younger she would lie often go to the beach with her parents, where they would watch the seagulls together and make up stories to describe the lives of those around her.
There would be two people in the distance, hands clasped tight between them like they feared it would be made illegal once more. Like they would be torn apart. With the help of her parents, she would dictate a life for them.
Perhaps they would walk off the beach to and stroke the waiting heads of their loyal dogs before driving home to an empty apartment with a yellow door.
Or maybe they would never do that, for perhaps they were not a couple but brothers, watching the waves that had once carried the ashes of their parents, and remembering what it had been like to be small and unknowing, with the hands of their parents in theirs rather than their grieving sibling.
It had never mattered whether it was right before. Never even mattered if it was slightly accurate.
All that mattered was that she had been chosen by two wonderful people who said they loved her 'to the moon and back', and said it with enough feeling that she actually believed them. Those people had given her siblings, and stability, and the structure of a family she'd never known before.
Then they'd left her, and it seemed as inevitable as them loving her had been, once. This time the story being told was hers, and it was as inescapable as the regret that choked her when she swallowed those pills.
"My mother named me Miracle, but I am anything but a miracle in her and our family's life. I am a mistake. I am a product of a heinous crime."
Miracle Astor was born after the rape of her mother. Aurora Astor was convinced by everyone in her family to have an abortion when she found out that her assault had resulted in a child, but much to everyone's shock Aurora kept the child and after a long and excruciating labor on her last breath she gave her daughter the name Miracle.
After Aurora died giving birth to her daughter, little Miracle was left under the care of her brothers all of whom blamed her for the tragedy that happened to their mother. But in order to protect the reputation of their late mother and their well-known family name, the Astor brothers raised Miracle as their own and made the public believe that she was the full-blood daughter of the Astor family.
Sixteen years later, Miracle became depressed and neglected as she carries the heavy weight of pain, guilt, and blame for what happened to her mother.
But what happens when history tries to repeat itself with what happened to Aurora now to Miracle? And the terrible secret of their family cracks and reveals itself out to everyone? Will Miracle finally break? Will her brothers finally step in and be the brothers that she needed? Will someone stop the history from repeating itself and finally save Miracle?
Read to find out!