those suicidal Intentions
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Last published Fri, Apr 6, 2018
This story is about my best friend marissa. She is currently going through some things in her life and she feels like a goner; that is what I would say she feels likes but probably not necessarily true but I bet deep down she feels like it, maybe. She has anxiety, ADHD, and other problems that I can't name right now. I just hope you guys can understand what I'm going through same with marissa, so plz read my book because maybe you can relate as well
"Stay alive" - quotes Tyler Joseph from Twenty Øne Piløts, T.Ø.P
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