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Head Is Not My Home

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Time 1h 33m

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The Black Widow is a legend.  Legends aren't made cheap.

Shaken by the events of Civil War, Natasha Romanoff goes back to familiar ground to hide.  To hide and remember how she became the Black Widow.  How Natalia Romanova would do anything to save her father-figure.  How she was one of 28 ballerinas with the Bolshoi - no, one of 28 Black Widow agents with the Red Room.  How the only thing that made her feel human was a man with a metal arm.

(A story to show what really happened in the comics Red Room and how it could fit into the MCU)All Rights Reserved

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A Shot in the Dark - Yelena Belova by LAC1940

"It's going to be one hell of a reunion." "You think?" Surrounding the events before, during, and after the 'Black Widow' film! "The Avengers weren't my first family." "And you weren't mine." With the Nazi invasion of the Soviet Union in 1941, the government launched the Black Widow Program of super soldier spies, beginning with her. Come the 21st Century, she's had a messy life, but one thing she can always count on is having her fellow Black Widow, Yelena Belova, at her side. Together, they will return to Russia with Natasha Romanoff to take down the Red Room once and for all. (Yelena BelovaxOC) Part of my Infinity Series

In Their Hands ✧･ BARNES ✔ by evendeadiamtheher0

Zola Barnes, daughter of Natasha Romanoff, and the adoptive daughter of Clint Barton is raised in the red room for the first few years of her life. She grew up to the feeling of the Winter Soldier's metal fist punishing her for every mistake she made. She was thirteen-year-old Natalia's liability in the red room, but she was Clint Barton's world once he took the two of them in instead of pursuing his mission to kill them. Their lives change as they work for SHIELD alongside Clint, run from their old captors with his help, and hide in hotels and safe houses. Though Zola can hardly speak English or understand what is happening to her, she builds relationships with her mother, whom she used to be denied of seeing. She gets closer to Clint, who she genuinely believed was her father. She didn't know any better. Thankfully, she was happy to lose the one relationship she never asked for. She'd longed for a father figure, but the relationships she had with everyone in the Red Room, especially the Winter soldier, were not that. As unfortunate as it was for Bucky, who wanted nothing more than to be a part of his daughter's life, he was forced to watch her grow up in someone else's care from a distance. They wiped him so often, he would hardly remember her, anyway. Still, in the small moments where he could remember, he hoped that one day he would win her trust back as Bucky, not the Winter Soldier that she knew. BOOK ONE IN ZOLA BARNES SERIES.

Only The Weak Ones Will Fall... {A WinterWidow Fanfiction} by arielinarial

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What Did You Think Would Happen? by taralkariel

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The Other Sister [1] [EDITED] by blackwidowsz_

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