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Head Is Not My Home

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Reads 22,567
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Parts 12
Time 1h 33m

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The Black Widow is a legend.  Legends aren't made cheap.

Shaken by the events of Civil War, Natasha Romanoff goes back to familiar ground to hide.  To hide and remember how she became the Black Widow.  How Natalia Romanova would do anything to save her father-figure.  How she was one of 28 ballerinas with the Bolshoi - no, one of 28 Black Widow agents with the Red Room.  How the only thing that made her feel human was a man with a metal arm.

(A story to show what really happened in the comics Red Room and how it could fit into the MCU)All Rights Reserved

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In the dark history of the Red Room lies Elena Makarov, the very first Black Widow to emerge from the program during the 1930's. Her DNA was merged with a Black Widow spider, her regenerative capabilities enhanced. After her escape from the Red Room, Elena laid low. The years grew longer and longer and her name and existence were wiped from the Red Room, leaving the first graduate a mystery. Losing her mantle as the best widow to have come from the program. A mystery replacing the woman she once was, Elena honed in on her new blank slate. Becoming a ghost, she employed her lethal skills to assassinations, crime scene clean ups and infiltration. Bringing her own justice upon the world. One dirty job at a time. But, as the world is faced with a new threats, even the most elusive must come into the light. Nick fury knows he needs every available asset, so he sends Natasha Romanoff, Shield's best, to track her down. DISCLAIMER - Natasha will be alive by the end of this and some parts of the story will be changed.( I can't go through her death again :( )

The Other Sister [1] [EDITED] by blackwidowsz_

[EDITED] The Red Room, the place that two of the well-known Avengers - Natasha Romanoff and Yelena Belova - grew up. The two sisters destroy the place that tortured them for years, making them into the assassins that they were. Thinking that Dreykov was dead, they go about their lives. Years pass, yet when wind of the Red Room still running drifts towards them, Natasha and Yelena have to push everything they thought they knew away. Especially about their younger sister who was alive and Dreykov's new puppet. ------------------------------ Highest Ranks: #1 in wanda (September 2022) #1 in dreykov (August 2022) #2 in yelena (September 2022) #3 in maximoff (September 2022) #3 in romanoff (August 2022) #8 in redroom (July 2022) #26 in yelenabelova (August 2022) #74 in marvel (September 2022) ------------------------------ BOOK 1 in 'THE OTHER SISTER' SERIES (COPYRIGHT! - aka - DO NOT STEAL) blackwidowsz_© 2022, & marvel

What Did You Think Would Happen? by taralkariel

Natalia Romanova was one of 28 Black Widows in the Red Room, trained by the Winter Soldier. After graduating, Natalia was sent on a few missions with him, leading them both to choose something that made them feel human. They were punished for that, in different ways. Years later, Bucky Barnes admits to her that he remembers everything. But what exactly does that entail?

In Their Hands ✧･ BARNES ✔ by evendeadiamtheher0

Zola Barnes, daughter of Natasha Romanoff, and the adoptive daughter of Clint Barton is raised in the red room for the first few years of her life. She grew up to the feeling of the Winter Soldier's metal fist punishing her for every mistake she made. She was thirteen-year-old Natalia's liability in the red room, but she was Clint Barton's world once he took the two of them in instead of pursuing his mission to kill them. Their lives change as they work for SHIELD alongside Clint, run from their old captors with his help, and hide in hotels and safe houses. Though Zola can hardly speak English or understand what is happening to her, she builds relationships with her mother, whom she used to be denied of seeing. She gets closer to Clint, who she genuinely believed was her father. She didn't know any better. Thankfully, she was happy to lose the one relationship she never asked for. She'd longed for a father figure, but the relationships she had with everyone in the Red Room, especially the Winter soldier, were not that. As unfortunate as it was for Bucky, who wanted nothing more than to be a part of his daughter's life, he was forced to watch her grow up in someone else's care from a distance. They wiped him so often, he would hardly remember her, anyway. Still, in the small moments where he could remember, he hoped that one day he would win her trust back as Bucky, not the Winter Soldier that she knew. BOOK ONE IN ZOLA BARNES SERIES.

The Reconciliation by peanutbutter2603

Before Natalia Romanova, better known as Natasha Romanoff, escaped the Red Room,she gave birth to James Buchanan Barnes twin girls. Natalia believed her daughters to be dead, but what if I told you they were still alive. After being trained in the Red Room Svetlanna and Sashenka Barnes were transferred over to the same Hydra base as their father, and are now trying to live up to their parents legacies! Will Natasha ever see her girls again? Will Svetlanna and Sashenka ever escape Hydra? And if they do will they be able to live with the after effects? Will Natalia and James be reunited? And if so will they still have the same chemistry as they did all those years ago? I guess you will have to read to find out:) I DO NOT OWN ANY MARVEL CHARECTERS JUST SVETLANNA AND SASHENKA:) enjoy:)

Only The Weak Ones Will Fall... {A WinterWidow Fanfiction} by arielinarial

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The Other Romanoff by xMarylizz

Natasha Romanoff had many stories she could tell. A life as an Avenger; the heroic tales of saving the Earth. A life as a S.H.I.E.L.D. agent; the courageous adventures of keeping peace under the radar. Though, the greatest number was of a life as an assassin; the terrifying horrors of a young killer for The Red Room. However, no matter how much one would pry and nag into her life, the Black Widow never budged in her secrecy. No tale would escape her lips, no adventure from her heart would be told. Thus, less than a handful knew what her past had done to her, what scars it had left behind. And even fewer knew the worst story of all. The story that left Natasha Romanoff with an incurable wound, a regret bigger than life itself. Though, unknown to her and her best friend Clint Barton, her greatest mistake did not result in what they both believed. The little girl they thought to be dead was still alive. This is the secret story of Lena Romanoff. _______ Highest rankings: #1 in steverodgers #1 in natasharomanoffsdaughter #1 midtownhigh #2 ironman #3 avengers This fanfiction follows the storyline of the Marvel Cinematic Universe made by ©Disney. ©COPYRIGHT All rights are reserved to Marvel for their characters, movies, and lines. I do not own any of them, only my OC's and a few side characters, as well as this story's plot.

protected || natasha romanoff [DISCONTINUED] by jxstin3

for all of her life, natalia alianovna romanova 'natasha romanoff' has had nothing, and no one. all shes ever known is death. what started out as a simple mission for the red room pulls natasha into a life she never could've expected to have. if you're reading this in 2021- i promise my writing has improved, my newer stuff is much better. and this was written before black widow came out, and before i got into the comics, so it's not canon compliant in any way. everything is in nat's point of view.

I'm Coming For You- Marvel AU by jess_hi

Annika grew up in the mysterious Red Room, the place where the all so famous Natasha Romanoff got trained. Except, back in Russia, she is known by a different name. Natalia Alianovna, one of the most successful assassins the Red Room ever had. One of the few to gain the title, Black Widow, from graduating from the Red Room. But she left that life behind, going to America, and becoming a 'Avenger'. Only problem is, the people who trained her want her back. And they will take whatever they have to. Here is where Annika comes in. She is the youngest girl ever to graduate from the Red room at the young age of thirteen. As a baby, she was found left by the gates of the building, abandoned. Left with only a first name, they decided to take her in. She grew up there, starting her training much younger than the six year olds that are dropped off. With that start, and simply never knowing anything else, made her much more dangerous than any other girl there. She started missions at six, being able to do more damage because of her younger age. They found another mission for her, one that was unique from all of her others. She had to befriend the young Spider-Man, and get him to show her the other Avengers. So she could bring the older Black Widow home. AN: Okay, so I'm gonna say it now, before the story even starts. I am making a separate universe. I won't lie to you, I hated how Infinity War and Endgame went. So, something happened to Thanos after Age of Ultron, like he got murdered by somebody. So that threat just won't come anymore. Just thought I'd let you know.

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