What Is My Life

Cover art by: https://my.w.tt/V9RzxCNHWP <- PurpleMist

🚨Warning, this is my first non fandom story. So prepare for cringe!🚨

Benny Sinclair has dealt with a lot in her short, 21 year life. First, she has suffered from nightmares since she was a toddler. Second, she's had anxiety as long as she can remember. Third, her best friend in the whole world is leaving her behind to head home. She must juggle her anxiety, nightmares, and loneliness while also having the hottest guy she's ever seen try and help her through life.

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At the age of three, Benny almost drowned at the beach on a trip with her parents. Since then she has had nightmares about that day her whole life, never getting a break from them. Put on top of that her job at the animal shelter, and her life at college, will she ever sleep. Her anxiety has been attached to her hip since she learned she had it, never leaving her side and always make sure she suffers. But she also has another thing attached to side, her best friend Tim. Tim has been there with her since her first year at college, and even after he's graduated he sticks by her side, sometimes rubbing his graduation in her face, until the day he gets a call to rush home. Now Benny is alone and wishing for a friend.

Is she truly alone though? Not long after her best friends departure, Alexander Mosai enters her life. He's hot, he's proper, and he has the gift of making Benny's heart do cartwheels whenever he so much as looks in her direction. When he decides to help her along on her journey up fight anxiety, Benny realizes maybe she can continue on without Tim, maybe Alex can help her survive in this harsh world of hormones, anxiety attacks, dog shit, and a hot guy knocking on your door.

Only time will tell what happens to Benny Sinclair in this story of loneliness, anxiety, and trying to find comfort in the arms of the hottest man to have graced the earth. Oh, and being