Drifting - L.S.

" Everytime you hurt me the less that I cry"

flashback*

" shut the fuck up harry! I do what the fuck I want. shit! your such a pesky Bitch about everything"

I store at him eyes wide and glossy with tears that didn't spill over. I'm used to it.
*end*

" Everytime you leave me the quicker these tears dry"

flashback*

"I can't fucking do this. get out my face"
Louis said with cold eyes. he put a hand around the brunette girls small waist and walked away leaving me with an aching heart and dried out tears leaving a path of salty rivers.

*end*

" and Everytime you walk out the less I love you"

flashback*

I stood there flinching at the sound of the door slamming into it's place. he left.
I bit my lip to suppress the sob threatening to come out. I sighed deeply my head down facing the floor my arms wrapped tightly around myself as I walked to the couch sitting there. starting at the door and waiting. waiting for him to come back.
something told me he wouldn't.

*end*

" we don't stand a chance it's sad but it's true*

flashback*

I'm leaving him im done. I can't keep letting him play me and hurt me. I know I deserve better... don't I? a tear slipped out my eye as I packed my last bag. i though about it. I've got ten years in this. so if I leave then it's it. But im so through being mistreated. I tensed feeling a presence behind me. slowly I turned to face him. " h-harry? we're are you going." his voice sounded so small and vulnerable. i ached to reach out to him and pull him into a tight hug. but I didn't. I couldn't. " I...i-i can't any more l-lou. I need to leave this isn't good for us." he bit his trembling lip. " please? baby I love you. you can't leave me I need you haz.." the nickname really hit home. I sobbed putting a hand over my mouth to stop them but it was useless. hesitantly I wrapped my arms around his neck his around my waist and we cried clinging to each other. and I knew. I wasn't going anywhere.

fuck. im hopeless.

*end*