My Grown Up's Firsts
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Dear Mom and Dad,
Maybe you were the first to touch, hug, kiss, the first to sing and look at me but you never know about my grown up's first. I never told you 'cause I felt those were not perfect enough for you to listen. I'm sorry I grew up the opposite of your expectations. I am unique. And every firsts of mine makes me complete as well as the other things you know and the things beyond your understanding of what I am now. In this book I intend to put all my firsts so everyone would know how much I wanted to tell you everything. Thank you for raising me to what I am now. I owe you a lot. And I love you both.
--- Your Librarian Daughter 📖👓
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