My Suicide
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⚠️Trigger Warning⚠️
There is going to be talk about cutting, suicide, substance abuse, etc.
This story is being told by a young girl. The twist is she's dead. She is getting to see life around her after her death. The pain that it's causing from everyone she knows. Her own personal hell and she can't take anything back.
There will be chapters about a characters past. So keep an eye out for these updates.
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