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He wasn't being himself

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Everything was going well for the young hero in training, Izuku Midoriya.  That was until, the league wanted him.  The league of villains managed to get their hands on a dangerous quirk.  One that would send Izuku back into despair from the past.  Would his friends be able to help him in time?  Or will
His haunting past and dwindling sanity leave him to the clutches of the villains?

No endgame ships.

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D.E.K.U. by DramaKelly

Izuku Midoriya is a small and vulnerable quirkless boy, someone that needs to be protected from bullies and all the other dangers of the world. At least, that's how everyone sees him... What they don't know is that there dwells darkness behind those eyes, evil lingering in his oh so innocent smile and power unimaginable running through his seemingly quirkless body. It's been years since they last saw each other when he and his childhood friend Kacchan meet again. But will the blond hero in training be able to see through the façade? What would happen when Deku's mask finally falls? Ranked #1 in "villaindeku" 31/12/19 + 27/03/20 + 15/08/20 Ranked #1 in "bakudeku" 01/01/20 Ranked #1 in "deku" 29/01/20 Ranked #1 in "katsudeku" 18/06/20

Young villain (Middle school v. Deku) by Fiiikaaaa1

TW! DISTURBING CONTENT LIKE MURDER. NOT LIKE THE CANON. SOME SUICIDAL THOUGHTS. Izuku Midoryia otherwise known as Deku. Deku was a nickname Bakugo Katsuki,(Izukus childhood bestfriend who turned into his bully since he was quirkless) gave him that nickname. But little does everyone know. That name would everyone start to fear as they grew older, but for now. The name was something they laughed at and made fun of. Or was the name Deku really that..? Checklist : Writing ✔️ Editing Done!

What Makes A Traitor by Lesbianenderman

Izuku Midoriya is the traitor of Class 1-A. However, as with most things in his life, it's complicated. After his father left, life with his single mother was difficult as money was tight. He was bullied at school and ostracized for being weak and "quirkless". After his mother's mysterious death labeled as a suicide in his last year of junior high, something changed in Izuku. He now had nothing except a dangerously devastating quirk that he avoided using. That is until the infamous League of Villains provided him with the opportunity of a lifetime. Izuku Midoriya will do anything to exact revenge on his mother's killer. Even fool an entire academy into propelling a traitor into the spot of the Number 1 hero. Contains: -Suicide, Murder

To A Villain and Back by Fanficreaderbnha

Izuku Midoriya has a quirk, called "Dark Scars". This quirk makes another person extremely sad, useful to make a villain think about what they are doing and who they are affecting. But there are two drawbacks to his quirk. It takes a massive amount of energy to contain his quirk so not to use it on innocent people. It also leaves scars all over his body. When it turns out that Izuku's quirk can do more than affecting other people's feelings, How will his classmates react to his new power?

𝙙𝙧𝙤𝙬𝙣𝙞𝙣𝙜 (𝗏𝗂𝗅𝗅𝖺𝗂𝗇! 𝗍𝗈𝖽𝗈𝖽𝖾𝗄𝗎) by wiiped-outt

Deku has a plan. Does it involve lying to an entire school, faking his relationship with Todoroki, and bringing a group of criminals into a highly-secure building? Yes, it does. Does he care who gets hurt in the process? No, he doesn't. Is it going to work? He hopes like hell it will. ~~~ Tears were brimming in my eyes at the sound of his desperate words, his cracking voice, his hurt heart. His sadness caused me to-regrettably-blurt out the next thing that came to mind. "Damn it, I love you, okay? Is that what you want to hear?" I paused. "I'm sorry." ~~~ » finished may 19th 2020 » lowercase intentional » see profile for other works

Eye Spy by CloudyXAutumn

"I despise of many things but...I despise you the most, All Might" After a life changing incident that leaves his image of hero society askew, he takes matters into his own hands. Even with a quirk that isn't all too powerful in it of itself, he still makes heroes struggle to figure out just who he is. He somehow always knows their next move, but why is that the case? Was it his quirk or just his sheer intelligence...? He became the heroes' biggest problem, yet remained unknown. Just who was he...? No one would ever believe it was a mere 15 year old. Or a highschooler that had been attending the most prestigious highschool in all of Japan... So what did they do when it happened to be the case? Villain deku Au Disclaimer. I own nothing but the idea and do not condone any of the character's actions. The actions done in this book are not to be replicated. Also TW⚠️ this book contains graphic content including but not limited to torture scenes

$Hidden Secrets {Bakudeku} by Queen_Lavey$

Izuku Midoriya was a middle schooler, who has been bullied since he was a child. A childhood friend, Bakugo picked on Izuku for being quirkless. It drove Izuku to the point of suicide, leaving Bakugo hurt and guilty. Years pass and Bakugo still felt bad at what he caused. Even after meeting a new friend that helped him through his worst times, an old face shows up, bringing back old memories that hurt both; yet something blossoms between them both that changes the mindset of the familiar face; Katsuki Bakugo; and the new friend, Ejiro Kirishima ⚠️Warning: Strong Language & Mentions of Sex⚠️ **photo is from Pinterest, shadow and title was edited over**

The Secret (Villian Deku)(COMPLETED) by Multishipper4life101

This is a Fanfiction based off of BNHA, or My Hero Academia. Instead of a reality where the main character, Izuku Midoriya, is born without a quirk, he develops quite a... how do I put it... a villain's quirk. He is made fun of for this quirk that would be better for evil and decides they're right. He joins the league of villains in hope of revenge against the ones who hurt him, including All Might. Does he succeed? Read the story to find out! Obviously, I do not own my hero academia or any of the characters.

Experiment Gone Wrong [Book 1 Completed] by Izuku_Prince

"N-no! Stop it! Please! Make it stop!" "It'll all be over soon, kid." "Someone! Please help me!" ------- "What have they done to you?" ------------------ At age five, Izuku Midoriya was stolen away from his mother by the League of Villains. All for One was trying to create new Noumu's that were as braindead as the last ones he created. The LoV started their experiment on the quirkless boy, injecting him with chemicals, beating him and whipping him, rinse and repeat. After 3 years of torture the pro-heroes found and saved Izuku. But, he's not how he use to be... (Book 1) Started: 24/12/18 Finished: 13/11/19

scars can fade [bakudeku] by MiraculousLazybug

⚠️TW: SELF HARM, SUICIDAL THOUGHTS/ATTEMPTS, DEPRESSION, ANXIETY, SWEARING, THROWING UP/GAGGING, PANIC ATTACKS, EATING DISORDER, DEATH Izuku Midoriya hasn't been feeling well lately. He's got a quirk, he's got friends, he's finally living his life as an U.A. student, but it doesn't satisfy him. While he keeps smiling - like he promised All Might - he feels empty inside. Uncontrollable and fast breathing, intrusive thoughts, visible and invisible scars and one unexpected person who might be able to save him. -The cover art isn't mine, I found it on Pinterest but I don't know who the original artist is so I can't give them credit :/ (if u know please tell me) - This story doesn't follow the storyline of the anime/manga. - BakuDeku story - No smut - I don't own bnha or any of the characters in it First chapter published: 28/11/2021 Last chapter published: 28/11/2021 Word count: 24.504

Falling (Depressed Deku Fanfic) (COMPLETE) by WholeLotOfDeku

Ever since Izuku Midoriya joined U.A. High School and settled in, he knew that the League of Villains were after him and his quirk: One For All. However, when the time comes when Bakugo is the target and is only seconds away from being captured, Midoriya throws himself in the chaos and ends up saving Bakugo, only at the cost of his own safety as he is captured instead. Midoriya is brought back to the League of Villains' hideout and with him there, Shigaraki plans on changing the young boy's mindset and plans to use force against him. When Midoriya isn't able to escape for three years and no one can seem to find him, he begins to lose hope and his wounds only bleed more. Even when he goes back in time with the help of a pro hero's quirk, he is diagnosed with depression and struggles to go on through life. He doesn't feel like himself. He needs someone. He needs someone so badly. But what if there isn't anybody to help Midoriya? How will Midoriya cope when someone close to him dies right in his arms? Warning! This story will contain depression, suicide talk, torture (not explained explicitly), violence, and a whole lot of angst! Also, this story won't contain any ships. So, there isn't any BakuDeku, TodoDeku, etc., it's just a depressing story with Midoriya with his friends trying to change themselves to help him and their own selves in the future. Ranks! #5 - depresseddeku (11/25/19) #65 - deku (8/23/19) #26 - majorcharacterdeath (8/31/19) lol Story Status: Complete! Started on: 4/17/2019 Completed on: 3/7/2020 Started Editing on: 1/30/20 I do not own the cover art! But I own the art in the book! My Hero Academia/Boku No Hero Academia (c) Kohei Horikoshi

Regretful Past [Bakudeku Fanfic] [COMPLETED] by Raizossoup

After years of resenting his childhood enemy, Bakugou Katsuki begins to look back in the years of resentment and starts to think if hating and blaming Izuku Midoriya was worth it. Since Midoriya had died from suicide, Bakugou feels responsible for his death and is thrown into a miserable despair. He starts wishing and regretting all that he had done to his childhood enemy and wishes for someone with a quirk to rewind time and fix all that he had said and done. One morning instead of waking up to an alarm for work, he wakes up to an alarm for school and after getting ready he realizes that he was back in his years at UA. Was this going to be his chance or would this not work? The only way to find out is to lay out his feelings on the table in front of Izuku.

I Can't Be A Hero, Then I'll Be The Villain ~Completed~ by ciolJen

Villain Deku AU After being brought down for years, Midoriya saw a beacon of hope. All Might. But alas, he heard the cold truth. With that he thought to end it all. Little did he know he was going into a new life. ~Completed~ #1 villaindeku/villainmidoryia - 04/07/2020

~BNHA~ Everything That I Am by Amaryllis_Quill

Izuku thought his luck had finally changed when he was chosen by his idol All Might to be his successor. Everything was supposed to change for him that day on the beach. But then the Villain's attacked. They tore down the Hero society Midoriya had longed to be a part of until there was nothing left but the ash at their feet. Now all he has is his wit and an unstable quirk with no way to harness it, and he has to keep both himself and the group of survivors that are relying on him to keep them alive. Can he really survive in this new broken world, or will he be crushed by the weight of the responsibility placed on his shoulders? Well, not if Katsuki Bakugou has anything to say about it.

(COMPLETED) Saved From Ruin (Badass Deku/ Dadzawa) by AlexandrianAce

Izuku Midoriya may seem like your average happy boy with a Quirk, who goes to school with a bright smile on his face.... However, his home life is in pieces. Ever since Izuku's father, Hisashi Midoriya, was arrested; Izuku's own mother took over the job as tormentor. When Izuku decides to take Kacchan's advice; will there be anyone to stop him? What happens when he gives in to his villainous habits? What happens when his journey awakens his hidden Quirk? Please vote; I know it's sh*tty but still😭💕 ⚠️Warning⚠️ •Slight gore •Self harm •Depression •Severe anxiety •Suicide attempts •Suicide 🏆Highest Ratings🏆 #52 erasermic #1 Abuseddeku #1 Izuwu #6 Depressedizuku _____________ I do not own BNHA All pics are off Pinterest Original Content please don't copy Thank you, Darlings💞💞

blank ^ - Villain Deku [DISCONTINUED] by AOwinterOA

In the world Izuku lived in, having super powers were totally natural. These super powers were also known as 'quirks'. Being born as one of the few quirkless people, he had only ever dreamt of being a hero. A hero to save all... but... the world just doesn't work that way. The world Izuku lived in has only ever been a harsh reality with a endless cycle of suffering. When will this cycle end? He always asked himself that. The fear, the anger, the sorrow. When one end, another begin. It was time to take over. He no longer suffer because... He was suffer itself. --- note- updates every Thursday [First Published - 13th February, 2020]

𝚁𝙴𝙰𝚂𝙾𝙽𝚂 ║Izuku ✘ Reader by Hazzelnutz

Izuku struggles everyday with keeping his hopes and dreams, leaving him to feel unworthy. The constant bullying is tormenting him until one day where his pain becomes unbearable... This story takes place a year before Izuku Midoriya can apply for high school. A year before his dreams have a chance of shattering. My story is highly inspired by 'My R BNHA pv' by Lycoperdon on YouTube. Recommended to watch the video. ~~~ 𝔹𝕆𝕂𝕌 ℕ𝕆 ℍ𝔼ℝ𝕆 𝔸ℂ𝔸𝔻𝔼𝕄𝕀𝔸 belongs to Kohei Horikoshi Status // Completed ✔︎

Villain Life (Villain Deku X Reader) by God_Of_Assassins

Izuku Midoriya. He have always wanted to be a hero, but he haven't got a quirk. However that didn't stop him from trying. His confidence in being a hero is faulting since he's bullied by one of his classmates. Katsuki Bakugou. Bakugou saw Izuku as useless and gave him the name "Deku" which of cause he hates. On the bright side he has a friend Y/N L/N the daughter of the pro hero's, SwordDance and Lightflame. After Izuku sees what Villains are really like and joins there side, what will he do with Y/N? Other story from "Smile (Villain!Deku X reader)" (Complete) >Is not related to that story >Plot by me >Quirk belongs to my OC (so basically me) Enjoy! Disclaimer: I am only posing on Wattpad and Quotev I DO NOT post on any other site.

𝐂𝐡𝐞𝐜𝐤𝐦𝐚𝐭𝐞 |𝐁𝐍𝐇𝐀 𝐕𝐢𝐥𝐥𝐚𝐢𝐧 𝐃𝐞𝐤𝐮 𝐀𝐔| by h0pef1lled

Out of the 80% percent of Earth's population, why was Izuku Midoriya was part of the 20% who didn't get a quirk? After all, you can't be a hero without one. After giving up his dreams to become a hero, he quickly finds a new goal he vows to accomplish. ⬛☐⬛☐⬛☐ 𝙋𝙡𝙖𝙮 𝙝𝙞𝙨 𝙢𝙤𝙫𝙚𝙨 𝙧𝙞𝙜𝙝𝙩 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙝𝙚'𝙡𝙡 𝙜𝙚𝙩 𝙖 𝙘𝙝𝙚𝙘𝙠𝙢𝙖𝙩𝙚. Started: 2/5/21 Completed: 5/13/23 Total words: 32k Thank you to @euphoricpeaches for the amazing cover! Written by h0pef1lled (prev RedWxlf) I don't own My Hero Academia/Boku no Hero Academia! Some scenes are canon and some are not!

Quirkless by DramaKelly

He was famished, dehydrated and he had no way to defend himself. Things were looking bleak, to say the least. He wobbled on his feet as he took a step back, his eyes wide as they glanced between the villains that tried to restrain him and the fight happening between All Might and that villain boss guy. His breathing was fast and his hands were trembling. Just one explosion... he thought desperately. Please, just one... Or Bakugou loses his quirk to All For One during the events at Kamino Ward.

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Young villain (Middle school v. Deku) cover

What Makes A Traitor cover

To A Villain and Back cover

𝙙𝙧𝙤𝙬𝙣𝙞𝙣𝙜 (𝗏𝗂𝗅𝗅𝖺𝗂𝗇! 𝗍𝗈𝖽𝗈𝖽𝖾𝗄𝗎) cover

Hidden Secrets {Bakudeku} cover

The Secret (Villian Deku)(COMPLETED) cover

Experiment Gone Wrong [Book 1 Completed] cover

scars can fade [bakudeku] cover

Falling (Depressed Deku Fanfic) (COMPLETE) cover

Regretful Past [Bakudeku Fanfic] [COMPLETED] cover

I Can't Be A Hero, Then I'll Be The Villain ~Completed~ cover

~BNHA~ Everything That I Am cover

(COMPLETED) Saved From Ruin (Badass Deku/ Dadzawa) cover

blank ^ - Villain Deku [DISCONTINUED] cover

𝚁𝙴𝙰𝚂𝙾𝙽𝚂 ║Izuku ✘ Reader cover

Villain Life (Villain Deku X Reader) cover

𝐂𝐡𝐞𝐜𝐤𝐦𝐚𝐭𝐞 |𝐁𝐍𝐇𝐀 𝐕𝐢𝐥𝐥𝐚𝐢𝐧 𝐃𝐞𝐤𝐮 𝐀𝐔| cover

Quirkless cover

D.E.K.U.

Izuku Midoriya is a small and vulnerable quirkless boy, someone that needs to be protected from bullies and all the other dangers of the world. At least, that's how everyone sees him... What they don't know is that there dwells darkness behind those eyes, evil lingering in his oh so innocent smile and power unimaginable running through his seemingly quirkless body. It's been years since they last saw each other when he and his childhood friend Kacchan meet again. But will the blond hero in training be able to see through the façade? What would happen when Deku's mask finally falls? Ranked #1 in "villaindeku" 31/12/19 + 27/03/20 + 15/08/20 Ranked #1 in "bakudeku" 01/01/20 Ranked #1 in "deku" 29/01/20 Ranked #1 in "katsudeku" 18/06/20