Hidden Secrets
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Last published Sun, Apr 15, 2018
I know a girl
Who hates herself
She looks in the mirror with disgust
As she pinches the skin she sees as a flaw
She sighs as she whispers
"I'll never be beautiful."
I know a girl
Who smiles as she's dying inside
She takes in others problems
While she can't make time to deal with her own
As she thinks
She can't do anything right
I know a girl
Who causes pain to relieve pain
She wears long sleeves
So no one sees the pain from inside
That will be engraved on her skin
Forever
I know a girl
Who writes her feelings on paper
To make her feel a little less miserable
Tears roll down he cheeks
As her mind is racing saying
"I know this girl, this girl is me."
Sage Gibson felt as if there was nothing left for her until she moves to a new place and meets the school bad boy Micheal He suddenly takes interest in Sage. The girl who always wears long sleeves to hide her secrets, stopped eating and is considered the freak. Why does Micheal care so much about her when no one ever did before.
**please no one steal my ideas these are all coming from my brain and I would appreciate if they could stay in my book**
Enjoy reading Hidden Secrets!!
**warning this book does not promote self harm suicide starving your self cutting or any other harmful activity!!**
**this book contains things that may be triggering to some people and some mature language**
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