Namjoon's broken lover (X-reader)

*TRIGGER WARNING*
-talks about self harm, eating disorders and other triggering topics come up.

Namjoon loves jin.
Jin loves Namjoon.
But neither of them know eath others feelings with the help of the xreader, they realize the feelings they have for each other.
but jin is to broken and it hurts him because he feels like he's hurting namjoon with the truth about himself.