*please bear with me as I make edits, this is still a work in progress* It started with a confession by her sister to their mother. The events set in motion by that one conversation, will take Vanessa to the edge of her sanity. In those few minutes 5 lives are changed. Single again after a toxic 7 year relationship that almost killed her, 37 years old, still young at heart, she starts dating again. She installs a couple dating apps and starts on her hilarious, sometimes heartbreaking journey of finding herself while attempting to believe that she can love and be loved. Through ups and downs of jail, halfway houses relapse, and bonding with family after her Grandma's 2nd then 3rd stroke she finds self love, self respect, and works on finding someone worthy of her heart.