Stop The Endless Chase

"Love does not begin and end the way we seem to think it does. Love is a battle, love is a war; love is a growing up." - James A. Baldwin

This is the hardest and toughest decision that I have ever made in my entire life. I thought at first that it was leaving him two years ago but I thought wrong. Kasi kung iisipin, noon aalis ako pero alam kong may babalikan pa ako. Pero ngayon, aalis ako at kahit na ilang beses pa akong bumalik ay wala na akong babalikan.

Whatever decisions that I'll be doing, I know that I won't regret anything. This is where I'm going to end everything. This is where I'm going to stop chasing. This painful reality is going to be my lesson to accept the fact that not all things will remain until the end.

Right now, all I need to do is to stop the endless chase just like what he wanted me to do.