Affectation
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"i mess things up. it's what i do. it's who i am.
i take things that are perfect and figure out ways to screw them up. i try too hard, worry to much. i'm emotional. i'm complicated. my mind is my own worst enemy. every new thought is just a recipe for disaster.
i'm not looking for sympathy. i'm not looking for solace. this is who i am and this is just a warning."
in which a boy cries out for help and someone finally notices.
l o w e r c a s e i n t e n d e d
[Book 2 in the Broken Boys Club]
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WARNING: this story contains DARK THEMES which may be TRIGGERING to some viewers. PLEASE read with caution.
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