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Affectation

shatteringsoul14

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Parts 5
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Reads 1,058
Votes 47
Parts 5
Time 27m

shatteringsoul14

Mature

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"i mess things up. it's what i do. it's who i am.

i take things that are perfect and figure out ways to screw them up. i try too hard, worry to much. i'm emotional. i'm complicated. my mind is my own worst enemy. every new thought is just a recipe for disaster. 

i'm not looking for sympathy. i'm not looking for solace. this is who i am and this is just a warning." 


in which a boy cries out for help and someone finally notices.   

l o w e r c a s e    i n t e n d e d

[Book 2 in the Broken Boys Club]

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WARNING: this story contains DARK THEMES which may be TRIGGERING to some viewers. PLEASE read with caution.All Rights Reserved

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Things We Can't Undo by Thatgangiswhatitrust

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Sinful Discovery by CriticallyIntense

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The Boy With A Child by xosamantha13

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Our Flor by Cely-124

"I loved you like there was no tomorrow yet you left like yesterday didn't mean a thing" All my life I wished for was a family .A happy home to come to I've had it but it all came crumbling down when my mom took me from my only happiness and she would be the reason the world showed it's dark side at a young age. Sneak Peek: "Wow" "she's a goddess" "who is that" "she is a beauty" "what an attention seeker" I walk down the ball smiling softly at all the guests.I walk behind my brothers and papa while Lucas is beside me.I don't miss the lust from men or the jealous glares women are giving me.But what surprises me the most is I see a face I never thought I would see ever again.... Under editing 👋 READ MY BOOK TO FIND OUT July 15😊 Sequel will be out in a while😘

Chances Of Truth ☑️ by zZohana3

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Ruthless Possession by author_audrey

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Things We Can't Undo cover

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Things We Can't Undo

Ander: I've always been a "straightforward person". I don't play games, i'll tell you exactly when your being a dick, and to your face.I don't smile much, so i'm usually known for my permanent frowns unless i'm around the only thing that makes me happy, hockey. It's not until I meet him. Again....that I realise there is so much more, but i'm afraid that with his sunshine attitude, he'll be in danger. Because I don't do the cuddly type of things. It's a hookup, then you're out of my bed before i see you. I could never do that to him. Why won't he let me go? Eli: I've always been afraid of confrontation.It's not for me.The moment my eyes landed on him three years ago my world blew up, bringing me to hell along with it. It's simple. We are complete opposites. He's the color red, i'm more light blue. He hates "too much positivity", I can't live without it. My whole life i've never been wanted. Not even mom wanted me. Finally when I thought I was almost fixed, he came along. He stirred my world up again and god knows... I don't regret it.