"Sorry, I used to, but then I realized that my life was just more bullshit and heart break." The man in this bar looked at me with confused eyes, I could only imagine what he was thinking. "Well young lady;" he began to say. "You're only 20 years old, i'm sure that you find love again." I looked at this man, I was suddenly angry at this man, angry at him for not understanding that no one in the history of the world has felt the same way I will always feel about HIM. "Do you understand how long i have loved this guy?" I said frustrated through my teeth. I took the shot that was on the bar next to me and waited for him to answer, i just cocked my head to the side and waited for him to respond while he just looked t me. " Uh-- 2;,3--months? maybe at the least?" I threw my head back and let out a huge Chuckle. "HAHA, try 8 years!" The man looked at me, and waited for me to tell the story.