The Depression Book
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- Parts 5
Ongoing<5 mins
Last published Tue, Apr 23, 2019
How I feel when I'm depressed. Based on notes to future self
I used the alias of Shi and my friend as Rin for this
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suicideprevention
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I was close to dying if not from my sister. I went from bitches at school to my alcoholic, addict abusing mother. Then my best friend decided he wanted stop be part of the crew that cries for me to give me another reason to live. I didn't want another one but...it feels nice. Warning: This is rated MATURE for a reason. Mentions of cutting, abuse, alcoholism, bullying, gayness, and Gacha pictures because they help me visualize my characters better. If any of these things make you uncomfortable, get the hell away from my story, no one said you had to sit here and read this. I am not a professional writer but I did try with what my pain and emotions gave me. The entirety of the story is explained over time so if you want to sit and read, be my guest. Our protagonist is Ryan and let's just say he's gonna go through hell and back.Complete
𝐃𝐎𝐍'𝐓 𝐆𝐎 • 𝐌𝐄𝐌𝐄𝐔𝐋𝐎𝐔𝐒
"𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐥𝐢𝐞𝐝, 𝐆𝐞𝐨𝐫𝐠𝐞." 𝐰𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐨𝐤𝐞𝐧 𝐛𝐨𝐲 𝐦𝐞𝐞𝐭𝐬 𝐚 𝐠𝐢𝐫𝐥 𝐰𝐡𝐨 𝐰𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐟𝐢𝐧𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐲 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐲𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐨𝐤𝐚𝐲 𝐨𝐧𝐥𝐲 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐬𝐨𝐦𝐞𝐨𝐧𝐞 𝐭𝐨 𝐥𝐢𝐞. COMPLETEDComplete
wrecked, itoshi sae ✓
❝ even the addiction to his drugs was not as strong as the addiction to you. ❞ 𝘢𝘭𝘵𝘦𝘳𝘯𝘢𝘵𝘪𝘷𝘦 𝘶𝘯𝘪𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘴𝘦 + 𝘤𝘰𝘮𝘱𝘭𝘦𝘵𝘦𝘥. © blue lock. megumifushiguro. 2023Complete
𝐀𝐥𝐥 𝐖𝐞 𝐒𝐞𝐞 𝐢𝐬 𝐒𝐤𝐲
𝐔𝐧𝐨𝐟𝐟𝐢𝐜𝐢𝐚𝐥 𝐬𝐞𝐪𝐮𝐞𝐥 𝐭𝐨 "𝐀 𝐒𝐩𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐖𝐢𝐭𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐘𝐨𝐮 𝐢𝐬 𝐂𝐨𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐠" 𝐛𝐲 𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐨𝐧 𝐀𝐫𝐜𝐡𝐢𝐯𝐞 𝐨𝐟 𝐎𝐮𝐫 𝐎𝐰𝐧. 𝐃𝐚𝐳𝐚𝐢 𝐎𝐬𝐚𝐦𝐮, 𝟐𝟐 𝐲𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐬 𝐨𝐥𝐝, 𝐞𝐦𝐩𝐥𝐨𝐲𝐞𝐝 𝐚𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐀𝐫𝐦𝐞𝐝 𝐃𝐞𝐭𝐞𝐜𝐭𝐢𝐯𝐞 𝐀𝐠𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐲. 𝐅𝐨𝐫𝐦𝐞𝐫 𝐏𝐨𝐫𝐭 𝐌𝐚𝐟𝐢𝐚 𝐞𝐱𝐞𝐜𝐮𝐭𝐢𝐯𝐞. 𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝐃𝐞𝐦𝐨𝐧 𝐏𝐫𝐨𝐝𝐢𝐠𝐲- 𝐝𝐲𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐟𝐫𝐨𝐦 𝐅𝐚𝐭𝐚𝐥 𝐅𝐚𝐦𝐢𝐥𝐢𝐚𝐥 𝐢𝐧𝐬𝐨𝐦𝐧𝐢𝐚. 𝐃𝐚𝐳𝐚𝐢 𝐎𝐬𝐚𝐦𝐮 𝐢𝐬𝐧'𝐭 𝐚𝐟𝐫𝐚𝐢𝐝 𝐨𝐟 𝐝𝐲𝐢𝐧𝐠. 𝐑𝐚𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫, 𝐦𝐨𝐫𝐞 𝐚𝐟𝐫𝐚𝐢𝐝 𝐭𝐨 𝐤𝐧𝐨𝐰 𝐢𝐟 𝐂𝐡𝐮𝐮𝐲𝐚 𝐢𝐬 𝐰𝐚𝐢𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐡𝐢𝐦 𝐨𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐬𝐢𝐝𝐞.Complete
"Darkness" {Book 2} =Complete=
Jyushimatsu... Are you ok? useless.. weirdo pathetic .. The ball of sunshine has then turned into a ball of despair and darkness.. {HI! The cover photo is my art! I'll show you the progress shots one by one in my chapters! If you haven't read "Dream" please read that first! Time for le warning! : This book contains Cuts/Suicide thoughts/LargeLanguage/etc. Enjoy!} Karen is my friend and she helps me with chapters! This is old so I suggest not to read this. But feel free to do so.Complete
𝘬𝘦𝘦𝘱𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘮𝘺 𝘪𝘯𝘴𝘢𝘯𝘪𝘵𝘺
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Poetically Expressed (2013-2014) - Poetry Book
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𝗪𝗜𝗟𝗗 𝗢𝗡𝗘 || ᵇˡˡᵏ ˣ ʳᵉᵃᵈᵉʳ
❝𝗦𝗢..𝗜'𝗠 𝗡𝗢𝗧 𝗚𝗘𝗧𝗧𝗜𝗡𝗚 𝗧𝗛𝗔𝗧 𝗗𝗔𝗧𝗘?❞ 𝖨𝗇 𝗐𝗁𝗂𝖼𝗁 ──────────── 𝘞𝘩𝘦𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘤𝘩𝘪𝘭𝘥𝘩𝘰𝘰𝘥 𝘧𝘳𝘪𝘦𝘯𝘥 𝘰𝘧 𝘳𝘪𝘯 𝘪𝘵𝘰𝘴𝘩𝘪 𝘳𝘦𝘤𝘦𝘪𝘷𝘦𝘥 𝘢𝘯 𝘪𝘯𝘷𝘪𝘵𝘢𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯 𝘵𝘰 𝘣𝘭𝘶𝘦 𝘭𝘰𝘤𝘬, 𝘴𝘩𝘦'𝘴 𝘱𝘶𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘳𝘰𝘶𝘨𝘩 𝘮𝘰𝘳𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘯 𝘴𝘩𝘦 𝘴𝘪𝘨𝘯𝘦𝘥 𝘶𝘱 𝘧𝘰𝘳. 𝘰𝘳 𝘸𝘩𝘦𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘤𝘩𝘪𝘭𝘥𝘩𝘰𝘰𝘥 𝘧𝘳𝘪𝘦𝘯𝘥 𝘰𝘧 𝘳𝘪𝘯 𝘪𝘵𝘰𝘴𝘩𝘪 𝘳𝘦𝘤𝘦𝘪𝘷𝘦𝘥 𝘢𝘯 𝘪𝘯𝘷𝘪𝘵𝘢𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯 𝘵𝘰 𝘣𝘭𝘶𝘦 𝘭𝘰𝘤𝘬, 𝘺𝘰𝘶'𝘳𝘦 𝘦𝘯𝘵𝘦𝘳𝘵𝘢𝘪𝘯𝘦𝘥 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘴𝘩𝘪𝘵 𝘴𝘩𝘰𝘸 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘪𝘴 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘣𝘰𝘰𝘬. ──────────── 𝖠𝖢𝖳𝖴𝖠𝖫𝖫𝖸 𝖧𝖮𝖱𝖱𝖨𝖡𝖫𝖤 𝖥𝖮𝖱 𝖳𝖧𝖤 𝖥𝖨𝖱𝖲𝖳 𝟣𝟢 𝖢𝖧𝖠𝖯𝖲, 𝗀𝖾𝗍𝗌 𝖻𝖾𝗍𝗍𝖾𝗋 𝖺𝗋𝗈𝗎𝗇𝖽 𝟣𝟣 (𝐼 𝑠𝑡𝑎𝑟𝑡𝑒𝑑 𝑡𝑎𝑘𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑚𝑦 𝑚𝑒𝑑𝑠) yes each 𝖼𝗁𝖺𝗋𝖺𝖼𝗍𝖾𝗋 𝗁𝖺𝗌 𝖺𝗇 𝖾𝗇𝖽𝗂𝗇𝗀 i hate this book ©𝐈𝐍𝐓𝐎𝐗𝐈𝐂𝐗𝐓𝐄𝐃𝐇𝐎𝐄 ©𝐎𝐍𝐆𝐎𝐈𝐍𝐆, on hiatusComplete
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❝ 𝙄𝙢𝙖𝙜𝙞𝙣𝙚 𝙄'𝙢 𝙉𝙖𝙜𝙞 𝙗𝙪𝙩 𝙗𝙚𝙩𝙩𝙚𝙧 ❞ 𝐃𝐎𝐏𝐀𝐌𝐈𝐍𝐄 𝐑𝐔𝐒𝐇 𝘪𝘯 𝘸𝘩𝘪𝘤𝘩 𝘚𝘩𝘪𝘥𝘰𝘶 𝘰𝘧𝘧𝘦𝘳𝘴 𝘵𝘰 𝘩𝘦𝘭𝘱 𝘙𝘦𝘰 𝘨𝘦𝘵 𝘰𝘷𝘦𝘳 𝘩𝘪𝘴 '𝘣𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘬-𝘶𝘱.' 𝘛𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘪𝘴, 𝘶𝘯𝘵𝘪𝘭 𝘕𝘢𝘨𝘪 𝘩𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘴 𝘢𝘣𝘰𝘶𝘵 𝘪𝘵. ╭┈──────── ೄྀ࿐ 06/22/24 ~ 08/03/24 blue lock x ryureonagi ׂ╰┈➤ 𝒘𝒆𝒍𝒍 𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒚 𝒅𝒐𝒏'𝒕 𝒈𝒊𝒗𝒆 𝒂𝒏 𝑬𝒎𝒎𝒚 𝑨𝒘𝒂𝒓𝒅 𝒕𝒐 𝒋𝒖𝒔𝒕 𝒂𝒏𝒚𝒐𝒏𝒆, 𝒊𝒕 𝒎𝒖𝒔𝒕 𝒃𝒆 𝒈𝒐𝒐𝒅 ━━ 𝐇𝐈𝐆𝐇𝐄𝐒𝐓 𝐑𝐀𝐍𝐊𝐈𝐍𝐆𝐒 ━━ #1 in bluelockfanfic [02.02.25] #1 in mikage [12.12.24] #1 in nagireo [02.03.25] #1 in nagixreo [01.11.25] #1 in ngro [12.07.24] #1 in reonagi [01.22.25] (🖇️) ━━𝘊𝘳𝘦𝘥𝘪𝘵𝘴 𝘵𝘰 𝘗𝘪𝘯𝘬𝘭𝘰𝘤𝘬 𝘰𝘯 𝘈𝘖3!! (🖇️) ━━𝘊𝘰𝘷𝘦𝘳 𝘢𝘳𝘵 𝘣𝘺 @𝘐𝘯𝘵𝘰𝘹𝘪𝘤𝘹𝘵𝘦𝘥𝘏𝘰𝘦Complete
I was close to dying if not from my sister. I went from bitches at school to my alcoholic, addict abusing mother. Then my best friend decided he wanted stop be part of the crew that cries for me to give me another reason to live. I didn't want another one but...it feels nice. Warning: This is rated MATURE for a reason. Mentions of cutting, abuse, alcoholism, bullying, gayness, and Gacha pictures because they help me visualize my characters better. If any of these things make you uncomfortable, get the hell away from my story, no one said you had to sit here and read this. I am not a professional writer but I did try with what my pain and emotions gave me. The entirety of the story is explained over time so if you want to sit and read, be my guest. Our protagonist is Ryan and let's just say he's gonna go through hell and back.
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