Trapdoor // Phan
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His voice got quieter...
his nights got longer...
his blades got bigger...
his sleeves? Much longer...
his meals became smaller...
he became Skinner...
someone save him...
he does not have much longer...
// thanks to @juliaheinage for the amazing cover \\
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