I'm Fine |Lams Fanfiction|
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Last published Wed, Jun 13, 2018
This story is told from two views, Alexander Hamilton and John Laurens, who are roommates. John has had a crush on Alexander ever since the first day he met Alexander. What he doesn't know is Alexander is depressed, missing his mother and cousin, and one more bad event may push him to far. Will John be able to help Alex? (Wow an actually okay description)
*Trigger Warning*
Depicts acts and thoughts of self harm and suicide.
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