Fifteen Marks
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Last published Sun, Oct 7, 2018
**TRIGGER WARNING! JONGHYUN WILL BE MENTIONED IN THIS STORY AND IT'S AN ANGST STORY**
1 mark... Maybe it would all pass. It would be temporary.
2 marks... Just a simple mistake. No need to get so worked up over it.
3 marks... Don't be such a fool. Do this right.
4 marks... You upset a friend. No big deal. It would all pass.
5 marks... It's fine. Just keep practising, and you will improve gradually.
6 marks... Again...? Whatever. Just hang in there.
7 marks... You need to be told to do this right? Seriously? You're not a child anymore for God's sake!
8 marks... Wow look...they're all better than you. You're literally nothing compared to them.
9 marks... Your best friend's ignoring you. How nice of her.
10 marks... You're getting tired...
11 marks... There's no way out. Only little hope left.
12 marks... They know how to do everything. And you? You're just the untalented brat who can't do anything right. The world would be a better place without you.
13 marks... Thoughts are everywhere. Cuts are all over your body. You're broken, yet no one's there to help you.
14 marks... There's no point in living anymore. Clearly no one appreciates you. They just pity you because they know you're so damn useless.
15 marks... It's the end.
....Or is it?
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