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Dancing with Death

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ahmadgilani comingofage depression fiction lgbt lovestory thriller

People don't realize that mistakes are meant to be unexpected. People don't realize that nobody is entirely good or entirely bad. People don't realize that death lingers on with you in your life, and your life sticks with you even after you die. 
When Jacob was with him, he felt like his insecurities were being washed off like raindrops slipping down from the leaves of a tree.  Now that he's gone, Jacob feels like his mind is being polluted by his own thoughts, much like how the sun steals the moon's glory at every sunrise. 
Two best friends, a car accident, a coffee shop, and Jacob's quest to search for an ocean of answers that will eventually drown him in itself, but water never leaves you motionless - in this case, it took him to the one place he was dying to go, and dead he went.All Rights Reserved

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A Guide to Lucas Middleton ✓ by LittleZari

❝ I don't even know why I even think of him so much, but I do, and it hurts.❞ - A boy by the name of Lucas Middleton dies of a terminal illness, and with an assembly in school, his death changes the lives of a peculiar group of people. A story that is told in three different perspectives: ISABELLA DEL VECCHIO, the anxiety-ridden, closeted new girl with a hopeless crush on another girl, who has absolutely no relations to the dead boy. As she finds the girl that she yearned for crying in a bathroom stall over the death of one of her friends, she finds herself getting pulled deeper and deeper into the death of the boy that she hasn't even ever spoken to in person. NATHAN SMITH, the star player and captain of the baseball team, the most popular boy in school, and absolutely heartbroken over his best friend's death. He's confused, bewildered, sad and angered all at once. And sooner or later, he discovers his conflicting feelings about his ex-best friend, and that maybe it's alright to be the one that needs comforting. LUCAS MIDDLETON, the quiet nobody that nobody every really took notice to and is just about managing with his daily financial needs. He has confusing, horrible, and hopeless feelings towards his best friend that is his polar opposite. He's always wondered why his heart beats quicker than usual when he was around him, or why his stomach would be filled with butterflies when he looks into his eyes. And with a diagnosis of a terminal illness, he has come to terms with and knows that his death won't be far. Only question is, how far? (EXTENDED SUMMARY INSIDE)

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