Cheyenne

My whole life has been pain.Waking up in pain is so miserable sometimes even unbearable to deal with at time..I've probably did every drug you can think of to ease this pain but even the strongest drug couldn't heal the wound craving inside of me.

I grew up with a drug addict mother and a father a I never knew.I basically raised myself unlike other little girls who had doctors as mother and daddies who was around.I never knew what is was to be wanted or loved...this is what created the monster within me.

And that monster took over my life...and i did nothing to even try to stop it..

I've made alot of mistakes in my life,hurted a lot of people who did loved me...you can't fix all mistakes,and you can't go back in time to undid all the shitty things you've done

But I wish I could

This Is my story...I hope you learn something from it