He's here, why him.. Why did he have to come back? To break my heart again? No.. I am not letting that playboy ever touch, look, or talk to me ever again... Or so I thought...
I am Y/N L/N, Corbyn Bessons ex before Christina.. People say they broke up during a "massive fight about Christina cheating on Corbyn" But, who shall I believe? Well it's pretty obvious... I have been very independent during the time after Corbyn broke my heart, up until now. It's not like I don't have friends.. They are the best people I have.. I have a mom, that's it. She's a hard worker, but I never see her, since I'm in College.
Anyways as I just said I'm Y/N L/N, I am 18 years old and I'm a little nerdy, I have these nerd glasses but everyone thinks they are cute.. except some people.. ugh.. makes me sick..
There are these boys in my school, they are the popular boys, also my friends.. I also have three other friends, Emma, Ava, and Alaina, they all have a crush on a member.. Hehe..
I dated Corbyn Besson, then he cheated with Christina and moved away with her.. But my future is pretty much a blur..
[COMPLETED]
Date: 16/8/18
Dear Corbyn,
My therapist said that keeping my thoughts in a journal will help so that's what I'm doing. I'm very confused right now, I'm really not sure how to feel anymore. Everything just feels too complex.
I really need you right now, Corbyn but my silent cries for help aren't being answered. I just wish you'd look my way long enough to realise I'm not fine. I say I am but really I just want you to hold me. I just want to be held in my long time crush's arms but that's impossible with your girlfriend around.
Christina, you seem happy with her but I see through the innocent barrier she has built up. I see through the bare face lies she tells you. She tells everyone. She isn't who she says she is yet everyone believes her lies apart from me.
I'm so confused, please help me.
I need you.
Love,
Jack.