The Journals of a Depressed Child

I got an app for journals and started writing, so here's what I wrote so far. Before anyone asks, yes these really are my thoughts and feelings. I am very aware that they can be conderdicting at times. Anyway...I don't know why or if anyone will read this, but this is a fair warning it can can get pretty dark in my head. I also repeat myself a lot, you'll come to see that very soon.