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Tears of Wisdom... (NaJ Au x Special!Depressed!Abused!Reader)

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[Yes...The tittle seems scary but...this happened to me...it'll be ok...] Finally sent to school! Happy to be a normal person...or...somewhat of it. At least she can get away from her mom and dad. They abuse her day and night. Waking up at 3:00 am to clean the whole house and going to sleep at 12...no one should live a life like this precious jewel. Especially...when that's not her real parents...and especially when she shouldn't have been taken away many years back...All Rights Reserved

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This is my truth by KristinaFigolah

My life has been an intense journey from a little girl who was beaten down and abused into believing that she was worthless, to a woman at 43 years of age who is still desperately searching for who she truly is. I found her though. I did. And she writes like me, from inside of me. She is me. This girl that I've been in love with since time first existed, is indeed me. The way that she walks. With her hands... and how she talks? The hearts that she's captured, the souls that she has inspired. I'm now trying to be her. I've never felt that I was good enough to actually be myself!!! I always knew how pure and clear and free I was inside. But people told me otherwise, in a very cruel way. No one ever spared my feelings or thought to speak to me with kindness or love. My parents were very serious and strict people. They believed that there was only 1 way to act and inside I knew that I did NOT fit in the parameters of the behavior expected of me. And every single time I made my Step Daddy sigh or frown it felt like I knife in my heart. I was a let down. Always too loud. Always moving too much. Always too fat and always too ugly. Always too much. Unless I sat quietly. But I've always been a firecracker and all of that containment really made me want to blow off! All of what was inside of me, swirling and dividing in me. Burying the side of me that I loved the most! I was a bastard and a blasphemy. Harsh words for a girl of 3. They said them when they baptized me.

Falling Apart by 1_Will_3

*TRIGGER WARNING: DEALS WITH DEPRESSION, SELF HARM AND SUICIDE* Amber is sixteen years old and to sugarcoat it... She hasn't had the best upbringing. She would love a different life, one where she can see her mother again and not be stuck with her abusive father. A life where she doesn't get taunted and hit and torn apart by everyone who she has ever seen. But she would never swap, she doesn't want anyone to endure the pain she's gone through. So instead, she tries to get rid of it... Again. But much to her disbelief, she is saved by the people she would least expect. She learns secrets about them that no one else knows. She feels included. Cared for. And dare I say it... She felt loved. For once in her life, she felt truly happy to be alive. But just when Amber felt safe, her life was flipped upside down and her past came back to haunt her just when she least expected it... (Sorry, I suck at descriptions, don't let it put you off) Ranking: #64 in Awareness #15 in Mental Health Awareness #73 in saddness

Finding Myself by trfyingfdagj

Her whole live was a mess ,all 12 years of it why? well she never knew when her next meal was, never knew if she would have a roof over her head ,a bed to sleep in , Her parents could afford nothing , and her mom died not a year ago from cancer , they couldn't afford to treat her , now her dad's sick , he can't get up or even move , she knows she's gonna lose him too , it's just a matter of time , she's holding on to all the memories,because soon they will all be gone , she's going to the cheapest school ,which they don't care about her grades . She feels there is no one out there who cares about her and now she has lost everything Until she runs into this guy who seems to care alot about her , making sure she's fed ,and if she needs a ride , will this be a start to a new chapter in her life ? will she finally not have to stress or worry ,will she learn to except the new life awaiting her? It seems around every corner there's always something new that is awaiting her

My vampire mate (currently re-writing) by fuck_off04

A 15 year old girl faces the extremes starting from a young age... Abuse, mentally..physically..emotionally.. hatred, depression, suicidal thoughts, attempts, and more. All things she eventually had to learn how to handle on her own. But a vampire now... how will she face face this new ' extreme'? I grew up with a abusive family, all of them reminding me every day how worthless I was, how i was the mistake and the one ruining the family name, and didn't Belong. Until one unexpected night I was taken by a guy who is a vampire and claims me as his mate... Y/n is a teenage girl who is abused and hurt by not only her family, but other people she meets at school, she was counted as a outcast, freak, etc.. one night she goes out and is almost raped but is saved and kidnapped by a guy who ends up claiming to be a vampire who claims she is his mate, and that she belongs to him. Will she find love with him? Or will she fight their connection? ^ THIS BOOK IS WRITTEN FROM YOUR POV (point of view) ^ *swearing* * inappropriate * *slow updates* *first book* *no hate please if you don't like it stop reading* * probably extremely cringy* ( You have been warned) ( not very good at descriptions you'll have to read to find out) > This is a copy right story< READ AT YOUR OWN RISK BUT PLEASE LOOK AT THE TAGS, THIS BOOK CONTAINS MASSIVE DEPRESSION, DEPRESSION THOUGHTS, SUICIDAL ATTEMPTS, AND MANY OTHER THINGS THAT CAN TRIGGER MULTIPLE THINGS IN THAT CATEGORY, INCLUDING EATING DISORDERS. PLEASE IF THIS IS A TRIGGER FOR YOU, PLEASE DO NOT READ THIS BOOK. Thank you. #4 abuse 2021 #16 attempted rape 2021 #3 in abuse 2022

"protect and be safe"(NaJ nightmare X Reader)[COMPLETED] by itsa_mee

no spoiling! Well maybe just a little Ahem* "Y/n l/n is a really kind person" "But she is gone now " "How?" "Why did she committed suicide??!" "Why did she left us? Why did she left me? " "If you only know why she needed to do that " //highest ranking #453 in fanfiction // Disclaimer: Naj and the pictures belongs to their respectful owners. :D BRUH #14 in naj category? :P

It's The Flowers (Male Reader X Haikyuu) "Completed" by Soshasi

"We were happy...so happy...what happened..?" That was when the mother was alive. But ...what happened to make his life this messes up..? That's what happpened. After the mother died the father became aggressive, strict and harsh. "that's wrong...I can't continue leaving like this, I have to find the special one...the one who will free me.." That was until he met 'him' to free him from his hell world. What will happen? Will he be freed? Will the father pay? Will he feel loved again? Is he allowed to be happy though? Will je go to the other side? Read to find out.

Immortal (boy x boy) by Love2LoveYaoi

My life has always been terrible. I was always bullied at school. I don't know why, it just seemed that people didn't like my presence. The guys would beat me up and I'd get in trouble when I defended myself, for the teachers never saw what they did. The girls would trick me, making me think they liked me and laughing at me because of it. I was always in the principle's office for one reason or another, but I wasn't a bad student. I actually got really good grades. To make matters worse, my mother wanted nothing to do with me. She'd lock me in the basement, sometimes for days, with no food or warmth. My father would then sneak down and beat me before raping me. So, naturally, I wanted to die. But, for some reason, I can't die. No matter what I do, I can't stay dead. The thing I want more than anything is far out of my reach. Why can't I just die? Warning: mention of rape, suicide, and abuse. Also, this is a boy's love story.

Dear Diary:The untold story of reality by AuthorAnnite-

{ON HOLD} •Even the devil was an angel once• A little girl who barely got attention from her parents,who grew up in a toxic environment... At teenage the hunger of attention,trauma,led her to develop serious agression issue,began self harming believing it was her fault to be born,also nearly had a sexual assault,the school life, family issues.......id she wanted that life? Was it her fault to be born? Was it her fault to suffer the reality? Was it her fault to be born ugly or have acne? Was it her fault to be a girl? "MY EVERYDAY PRAYER WAS TO BE DEAD,AND STILL PRAY THAT NOW" (A REAL LIFE STORY OF SOMEONE I KNOW PERSONALLY)

Circles (One Direction fanfic)(ON HOLD) by oliviawilldoitlater

I watched as my dad threw the bottle of beer at my mom, paralyzed. I watched the broken glass seeped into her skin deeper and deeper. I'm helpless. I watched him call her a slut. I watched him turn around to here him say I'm worthless. My eyes flicked back to my mom, only to see her pass out. _____________________________________This went on for years before he left my mum and 13 year old me. I have so many scars. Mentally and physically. It wasn't just this. Oh no, fate couldn't throw enough shit at me. They had to throw in one of my best friends dying in a car crash. The they were just like,'Eh, what the hell! Let's make her other friend leave her for the popular sluts!'. This was my life for 16 years. They bullied me. In every way possible. It started getting better. I moved to Britain. I made 5 new friends. Even more after that. My old self came back. There were a few bumps along the road. But it all got better. This was my life. This is Annabelle Yaw's story.

You Will Never Know Why... [Completed✔️] by __Emo__Trash__

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This is my truth

My life has been an intense journey from a little girl who was beaten down and abused into believing that she was worthless, to a woman at 43 years of age who is still desperately searching for who she truly is. I found her though. I did. And she writes like me, from inside of me. She is me. This girl that I've been in love with since time first existed, is indeed me. The way that she walks. With her hands... and how she talks? The hearts that she's captured, the souls that she has inspired. I'm now trying to be her. I've never felt that I was good enough to actually be myself!!! I always knew how pure and clear and free I was inside. But people told me otherwise, in a very cruel way. No one ever spared my feelings or thought to speak to me with kindness or love. My parents were very serious and strict people. They believed that there was only 1 way to act and inside I knew that I did NOT fit in the parameters of the behavior expected of me. And every single time I made my Step Daddy sigh or frown it felt like I knife in my heart. I was a let down. Always too loud. Always moving too much. Always too fat and always too ugly. Always too much. Unless I sat quietly. But I've always been a firecracker and all of that containment really made me want to blow off! All of what was inside of me, swirling and dividing in me. Burying the side of me that I loved the most! I was a bastard and a blasphemy. Harsh words for a girl of 3. They said them when they baptized me.