Lovers' Dead Paradise

I no longer seek to find love, I've found my pain and... I'd rather feel pain for eternity than feel nothing until I lose someone else. I'd go as far to say that my life has no meaning but my children would disagree with that answer, you see I don't remember her the way I thought I would; a sweet young women who was lost due to medical problems in her childs birth but rather as the beautiful women I lay in bed with, the women that I gave everything I had just simply because.... I loved her... No love story expresses the pain i felt when- when I watched her die in my arms saying that she'd had the best life because she got to experience it with me. But really I gave the worst life for a beautiful person like her.....Like she was.

Special information- Instead of this book being told through the eyes of Faith and Dimitri its through the eyes of Levin.

Author Note- 'Lovers Dead Paradise' is a sequel to 'Our Beautiful Hope' I strongly recommend reading it before you begin to read 'Lovers Dead Paradise'. As said in the description of the first book {All rights reserved- this is an original story along with characters, pictures used belong to the rightful owners, cover art work by Natasha Henderson (Tasha2306) Thank you}