Aisha Humayrah
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Last published Wed, May 2, 2018
"Why has life decided to treat me so harshly, I have done everything right, nothing makes sense to me anymore. My life feels worthless and useless. Or maybe I am not up to the task, maybe am not good enough, maybe I don't deserve anything good. I have been praying and fasting all this years but it never gets better. I wish I never existed, I wish my heart feels nothing. What transgressions have I committed to deserve this? Maybe am a bad person. Maybe I have committed grave sins and Allah is punishing me for it. Maybe if I try getting closer to Allah, he will make her see the good in me, she might even fall for me. I have to try something different this time around" He thought
She became the reason why he wanted to become a better person, the reason he wanted to become a better Muslim, maybe this is the reason Allah brought her into his life.
She's an exceptional lady any guy would like to be with. Beautiful, intelligent, religious with good characters. He sees light on her face like moon shines when all lights are off. The beauty of her heart parades all over her face. She has it all.
Years pass and nothing changes, his not short of pain and heartache... it only worsens. He kept pushing himself to the limit hoping he will one day win her heart.
Their was a bit of positivity and glair that she would love him, but just as light begins to shine, it goes dark again.
Even though They'd agree to part and never talk to each other again, fate brings them back together over and over again. What an unknown fate!
Muhammad kept being patient with a little bit of hope that He will realize his dream. Will his fate of pain and agony come to an end?
A painful experience that changed his life forever.
Aisha Humayrah.....a journey of an unknown fate.
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