My Past Memories ✔️ (Book 1)
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  • Reads 981,323
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  • Parts 61
  • Time 4h 53m
Complete, First published Apr 08, 2018
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#64 in Romance 08/02/18
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#30 in Dark Romance 07/12/18

Amelia:
My mom used to tell me that I was her beautiful angel,she used to say no one could clip my wings, before she died she made me promise that I would continue to spread my wings and fly. But that all changed when the devil wanted me, he wanted my body, my innocence, and he got them but what he didn't own was my heart and soul. I was shattered like a glass you hear in a quite room, I had no hope left, I was just a living corpse. 
Until I met him... 

Sebastian:
People call me ruthless, vicious, that I kill without mercy. I was sent to this earth to protect the innocent and my family. In the mafia world there is no love, there is only darkness. I didn't believe in love, I thought love only made you weak. 
Until I met her...
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