Dysfunctional Notebook
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Last published Mon, Dec 16, 2024
This is my struggles as an author and a lover. As a mentally damaged boy. This will show my death date, and big events curled into a story of a realist fiction. The majority will be true besides some characters and of course name differences to hide said people identity for many do not want to be part of the said book.
The story of a boy who finally gave up, and started to write.
This is his escape.
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