Dysfunctional Notebook

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Last published Mon, Dec 16, 2024

This is my struggles as an author and a lover. As a mentally damaged boy. This will show my death date, and big events curled into a story of a realist fiction. The majority will be true besides some characters and of course name differences to hide said people identity for many do not want to be part of the said book. The story of a boy who finally gave up, and started to write. This is his escape.

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Only a few months after his dad's death, Daniel decides to leave his hometown to study in an art school at countryside. New ambience would surely help him deal with his dad's death, but what if it, instead, only gives him more issues to deal with? In his new school Daniel meets an illicitly good-looking guy, who seems almost too good to be true. It would have been a perfect beginning of the journey, if Daniel didn't have to share his dormitory flat with a bad-tempered and dishevelled roommate.. CW: violence, sexual assault, trauma, mentions of suicide, panic attacks 2019 (original), 2022 (edited).
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Myocardium
"When the night fades into dawn's palette..." Sex, drugs and the death-dealing pressure to make money night after night - It's a steep, downward spiral which 20-year-old Elijah Everdeen has found himself stuck in ever since his parents died. If it weren't for his two siblings, he would have given up years ago. For a long time, he wanted to, thought about it every day even. Sometimes - in the cruelest, darkest of nights - he still does. But if this black-and-white world has really become Elijah's grim reality, then why is this young, mysterious man capable of adding color and a heartbeat to this dreadfully achromatic still life Eli is trapped in? Who is he? And...who is he REALLY? "...the shadows hidden in darkness are unveiled by the light." ~~~~~ DISCLAIMER: The storyline of this book is entirely fictional. All the characters, names, places, legal regulations, events, incidents, organizations and businesses in this story either stem from my imagination or are utilized in an entirely fictitious manner. Any resemblance to the real life, including events or persons, living or dead, is purely coincidental and any deviations from reality are not intended to mock, malign or devalue real morals, laws or happenings. General TW for heavy topics - Please stay safe and prioritize your well-being! © 2024 All rights reserved to @mireyasatura on Wattpad
Orange On The Bed ✓
The way it was done has never satisfied me. In fact, I wasn't really satisfied with my life. All I know is that I need to finish my education and get a good, stable, decent job because of my very successful father. Though, it's not gonna happen before you taste something new. Something, risky and addictive. Something your dad's going to bring... And somewhat new mother and brother who'll change the momentum of your doings... [Contains Homosexual Intercourses, like a lot.]
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Lost Silver x BEN Drowned
I ran out of ideas on a different book, sooo why not write about my OTP? They both be ga(y)mer boys, and they're both dead, therefore they can quite literally be together forever, wish I had someone like that :')
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Falling For A Murderer (BoyxBoy)
Jason's life is pretty tough, what with his final exams coming up, but it all gets a lot tougher when he witnesses a murder, and finds himself chasing after the boy holding the knife... Themes in this story: - Gay (romance) - Murder - Self harm and suicide - Abuse and bullying
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Desolation Row [MxM]
Victor Halcomb has the perfect life. Perfect parents, perfect friends, perfect 4.0 GPA, even a perfect, athletic boyfriend. Of course, no one ever stops to think about how quickly that can all be taken. Over the course of three days, Victor suddenly find himself without parents, without a boyfriend, hours away from his old school, and dropped right into a new one. And this new school doesn't take too well to new kids. For the first time in his life, Victor experiences what it's like to be an outcast, to be isolated and bullied by people he doesn't even know. He is forced to survive his last two years of high school in a place that hates his very existence. Victor has to decide if he can manage this, and get his life together, or allow himself to sink down permanently. (WARNING: Alcohol/drug abuse, mentions of attempted suicide, self-mutilation)
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Abyss in My Head... (Yaoi, Psychological)
{Complete, 14 Chapters & an Epilogue} How does it feel loving a person who has a serious mental problem? Due to a traumatic past, Lyle lost all his memories and developed a Post-traumatic Stress Disorder. He suffered from panic attacks, anxieties, recurring nightmares and a habit of harming himself . Kieran knew Lyle couldn't remember anything. He also knew that there was only a tiny chance of being able to gain the young man's love again. He wasn't giving up though. ...even if it means being in a relationship where his patience, understanding and acceptance were constantly being tested, Kieran was determined to stay. WARNING: THIS BOOK IS NOT FOR THE SENSITIVE AND FAINT-HEARTED ONES. So many triggers inside. Please skip the book if you think you can't handle it.
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The Mad King [BxB]
𝑺𝒐𝒎𝒆 say he went mad after he became king. 𝑰 say he was born that way. 𝑴𝒚 𝒇𝒓𝒊𝒆𝒏𝒅𝒔 say I could end it. 𝑰 would be the only 𝒐𝒏𝒍𝒚 𝒐𝒏𝒆 could stop 𝒉𝒊𝒎. Yet I was just an 𝒐𝒓𝒅𝒊𝒏𝒂𝒓𝒚 young man. The guards are 𝒔𝒆𝒂𝒓𝒄𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒈 for me because I started a 𝒓𝒆𝒗𝒐𝒍𝒖𝒕𝒊𝒐𝒏 against the king. 𝑩𝒖𝒕 𝒏𝒐 𝒐𝒏𝒆 𝒄𝒂𝒏 𝒔𝒕𝒐𝒑 𝒉𝒊𝒎. __________ Start: 14/11/2024 End: 09/01/2026 __________ ♔boyslove!! ♔romance, fantasy, youngadult ♔plagiarism is a crime!!! I worked so hard on this, please accept. ♔English isn't my native language. Ignore spelling and/or grammar mistakes! ♔triggerwarning: violence, blood, abusive language, death ©Sophie
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Levels [boyxboy]
It all started in my Junior year of high school. That year was when everything changed, when everything that I've known about myself was no longer true. I was just a normal 17 year old boy. One boy, changed that all. He gave me love. He showed me hard time and times that we almost didn't make through. Some things brought us closer together, and some things pushed us apart. But I know, no matter what, I he will always have my heart. (This is book 1 of the levels series.)
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Love By Fate
Akk broke up with Ayan under the pretense of not loving him anymore. Heart broken Ayan left for America to start his life afresh. However with new information surfacing up, Ayan discovers that there's more to the story as to why Akk left him. Determined to win his love back, he moved back to Thailand only to find Akk in a condition worse than he had anticipated. Will their fate turn out differently this time? I don't know let's find out together 🥺🤭
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Only a few months after his dad's death, Daniel decides to leave his hometown to study in an art school at countryside. New ambience would surely help him deal with his dad's death, but what if it, instead, only gives him more issues to deal with? In his new school Daniel meets an illicitly good-looking guy, who seems almost too good to be true. It would have been a perfect beginning of the journey, if Daniel didn't have to share his dormitory flat with a bad-tempered and dishevelled roommate.. CW: violence, sexual assault, trauma, mentions of suicide, panic attacks 2019 (original), 2022 (edited).

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