I never thought it would be so hard to be gay and like a guy. Why do people look down on gay people? I mean we're humans and have lives as well! We have the right to be who we want to be... why is that so hard for people to understand? They should accept us for who we are... My big secret is that I have a crush on the bad boy of the school, Oliver. I have a feeling that he is gay as well but there's tons of rumors of him being a fuck boy and that he just humps and dumps all the girls but I have a different feeling about him... He sends me mixed signals and has said things and then denies to saying them. I swear that he has slapped my ass before. I think that he started the rumor of him being a fuck boy because he's scared of how people will react to his sexuality. I felt the same way before I came out to everyone. But with me it was obvious that I was gay. I will have to figure out a way for him to confess his sexuality to me so that he can stop living this lie to himself and everyone else. I need to know how he thinks of me... because he's my Temptation.