STRUGGLING SOUL
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Last published Sat, Apr 14, 2018
This story is about myself and what I observed in my life and tragedies which i faced
struggles of my life that changed me
and through all my life i get to know one thing that you have to change yourself according to the circumstances because your life never remains a fairy tale
but sometime its better than fairy tale because Allah is the best of the planners because he loves you more than anything in this world
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