Crazy over you
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A blotted tear dropped down onto the written pages of my note book one that I had been holding in finally falling free do to the once incompatible memory's that filled my mind
Ramon Lewis was my life never did I ever think that losing someone would cause this much pain
Not this young especially not , at only 25 years old did think on having to burry the love of my life due to the fact of someone's else's selfish reasons had that gun not have been pulled nun of this would have happened he would still be here holding me telling me that he loved me not in a cast tick
Neither would I be here in a corner with my diary out reminiscing on memories we shared together I wouldn't be five months pregnant alone having to raise our baby boy on my own due to a break down I was having and these memories of being once's loved by someone who wasn't just an ordinary person but the love of my life which lead to
The question that had came to my mind thousands of times that I had been dying to ask my self
" Would I be able to Heal emotionally , physically and mentally as a women? , but would I be able to come to fall In love again with another man that isn't Ramon Antonio Lewis ...
My life was possibly gonna take change either for the good or for the worst ...
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