Detrimental

I always wondered what it felt like to be 100% healthy. I didn't have cancer or anything but I got sick often, something always felt wrong with me, I had headaches, got dizzy and fainted often. My mother refuses to carry me to the doctor saying these things were normal and I probably had a weak immune system or something. I am 17, 5"6, shapely, single and a virgin but not by choice. Boys tend to not like when you look like you wanted to throw up during role-play. Who would have thought nausea wasn't sexy? After watching all those romantic movies where the sick girl found her true love I prayed to God for mine but what he sent me was far from Prince Charming, he sent me the devil himself.