Well where can I start. Do I start with the fact that bloodsucking a**holes exist or the fact that humans are no longer the conquering race or the fact that I'm technically dying or the fact that I really miss my sister or the one that there is no light at the end of the tunnel....l really miss my mother... my home... my life... Should I give up?...... Should I get up and fight a little more?,even though it hurts so f***ing much?.... Every time I try I fail....Every time I try people get hurt because of me..... Is that it? Am I always supposed to fail? Am I always supposed to be tortured?, To have no right at all? Or do I maybe still have a chance to live.. ...... WARNING: this is NOT your typical Vampire story where the girl falls head over heels for the mean fanged guy and he just miraculously happens to change into an angel for her (cause lets be realistic that wouldn't happen), so if you're looking for that kind of story or for a story with rainbows, sunshine, fairies and happy elves, this is definitely not the story for ya.