All he wanted
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caffinatedtoast
Ongoing, First published Apr 10, 2018
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*Warning: Major Character Death, Suicidal thoughts, Depression, Cursing, Abuse, Angst, Bullying, Attempted Rape
Main Ship~ AsaNoya (Asahi x Nishinoya)
Nishinoya is bullied, shunned, abused. 
But does he give up? Does he give into all their taunts? No.  Why? Because he has Asahi of course, his gentle, kind, innocent boyfriend. Yup, boyfriend. Nishinoya was gay. All he wanted to do was have a happy, peaceful life with his lover, Asahi. He hid all the pain and drama of his life behind a simple fake smile. A simple mask that kept everything hidden. It made it seem like everything was okay when it wasn't. Just for Asahi to be happy. He smiled everyday just for Asahi...until...until his bullies took it too far, and Nishinoya could no longer be there for his beloved Asahi.
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