Pay Me, Don't Pray For Me
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  • Parts 6
  • Time 1h 10m
Ongoing, First published Apr 10, 2018
Mature
(Read Till The End) 

This book contains: 

An anti-feminazi feminist who is aggressively allergic to physical contact, the Queen of England himself, an angel boy who hates gay people with a passion (intense bromances included) 👌

What's not to love? 

Cover Model: Martin Tena
IG: @martintena9
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[Trigger Warning #1: This book contains dark and mature themes such as murder, mental disorders, rape and other things of that spectrum. Please, if you get triggered by such things, do yourself a favor and don't read this book. Love you, boo 🌹]

[Trigger Warning #2: For those of you who hate 'trigger warning' warnings, this is your lucky day 'cuz this is the only place in the book you'll see one.]

[Trigger Warning #3: SHIT GRAMMAR]

[+ Trigger Warning]
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