Amanda is a lean mean fighting machine who likes to kick life in the butt when it gives her a hard time. But lately she feels like God has given up on her. As she moves to New York to forget her past she cant help but to feel home sick. But as the days go by she starts to develop friendships with the girls in her new school. But also boys... This is when she meets Robert a bad ass hottie who likes things to go his way. Amanda soon finds out her past has come to haunt her forever. But can she face her fears and confront them or will she run away from the truth forever. Keep reading and find out if this fighting machine will lead the life she always dreamed of or will she fall in a ditch and never be able to get out.