I'm trying to forget that I'm addicted to you - Estie Ackerman - Wattpad

I'm trying to forget that I'm addicted to you

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I heard you're doing ok. But I want you to know I'm addicted to you. I can't pretend I don't care when you don't think about me. Do you think I deserve this? I tried to make you happy but you left anyway...
I'm trying to forget that I'm addicted to you. But I want it and I need it I'm addicted to you.
Now it's over. Can't forget what you said. And I never want to do this again. Heartbreaker.
Since the day I met you and after all we've been through. I'm still addicted to you. I tried to make you happy I did all that I could. Just to keep you. But you left anyway.
How long will I be waiting? Until the end of time. I don't know why I'm still waiting....
I can't make you mine...
*WARNING* This story has scenes of violence and sexual content, read at own risk.All Rights Reserved

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